1-1-04
Did you ever feel like jumping off a 10 story building?
Just for a small elevation or how about hugging everyone you see?
Just for an excuse to be held by somebody other than yourself. Perhaps you've experienced the best of life, the best of parents, the best of friends, the best of schools with the hawtest girls. To you I say, Fuck you, but maybe thats my way of saying "I'm happy for you" because living lonesome pain is far worse than living a pain with somebody, let alone a pain that can be shared with the whole world... and the world would actually stop. To me you dont exist thats right, in my world you exist, but not to be helped. To those who continue to feel desolate, to those who have never been touched, never had a shoulder to cry on... not even at the back of anyones mind. I cannot offer you the world, hell I can't even give you a real pat on the back..
To this day i have not finished it =x